When I Tell The Air That I Miss You So Much

| You have no e-mail

Sigh. Not even a single Hi you send to me during this winter. How are you? I wonder.
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She closes the e-mail tab, switch her notebook off, and look through the window.
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There they are, people out there, having their snowball fight. Seems like they cherish this morning more than usual.
Hhh. 
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She sniffs the air, hoping to smell your scent in the innocent air.
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Crazy, huh? Still, I'm waiting for your presence. This time, in this very room.
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She can smells a scent of apple from the air freshener,
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but I can smell you no more.
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She misses you. Very much.
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Don't you remember how I cried my eyes out when you walked through that door?
Don't you remember how gentle you kissed my hand and said I have to be autonomous?
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She's trying. She's trying.
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Can't you see I'm trying to live my life with your inexistence?
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Ok, you're right, all babies have to grow up.
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But, should I?
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Well, she can tells no more to the silent air.
She hopes you're doing well.

Oh, by the way, happy new year.